Awaiting A Plane

... not yet, but in 24 hrs i will be!
All the excitement of just, EVERYTHING, has me sleepless. Despite that I have a list of anything I could possibly ever think of to pack, I am still worried that i'll forget some sort of necessity, pondering what is absolutely needed and what I should leave behind. What if I forget something? Will my checked bag be too heavy? What if I miss my flight? or Lord forbid I cant sleep on the plane! Questions rolling about in my mind like an unsteady sickness rolls about in the gut. .....breathe...... & pray :) I know that God is with me, and will be with me. Worrying should be out of the question. Whom/what shall I fear but him alone? He is my protection. My provider. My Jesus. Ask and it shall be given, right? Lord Jesus please be everything you are to me, please wrap your arms around me for protection, whisper in my ear when I don't know what to say, wipe my tears if I cry. Please let me trust you.

I will do my best not to worry, because I know i'm not going on this trip alone, my fathers coming with me.